Hey all, its Sharon & Jes. This is our first real co-conscious time since Jes fused last month. So, in celebration, we're having a disagreement. <laugh> No, Jes took a shower, that's not the disagreement. There are two days coming up - System Pride Day on February 23 and DID Awareness Day, March 5. We're..
Back in one of the first posts on this blog, Saoirse explained how they usually did bathroom duties, while Janet was programmed to be pretty oblivious to those body-needs. Well, now that Saoirse and Janet are one, the bathroom signals aren't really making it through until the VERY last minute. That's putting pressure (of a..
I turned 25 days old today! <grin> Oh, and 47 years old yesterday. 25 sounds better. I'm still pretty spacey, although I've put in a ton of work over the last few days. Of all my ways of coping, I guess I like the workaholic solution the best. Saoirse would be proud. The truth is,..
Yesterday my boss called me at home, and my mom came over to check on me, because I wasn't responding to texts/messages like usual, because I was asleep. Tuesday night I missed the first 40 minutes of therapy, because I was asleep. Just tired? No. I have a Fast-Forward button on life that gets hit..
The biggest positive of this week? Getting my own oxygen concentrator. I feel so much better on supplemental oxygen. Hooray for that. The biggest downer of the week? It seems my #1 allergy is to cat dander. :-( I'm not sure what I'm going to do about that. Maybe try allergy meds? That's a little..
I'm in a really weird space tonight. I had an absolutely exhausting afternoon with medical stuff, and then came home and proceeded to watch music videos on YouTube for hours and hours. My musical taste is certainly… different. Mostly I've been jamming out to 80s bands. I don't know why the mid-late 80s/early 90s keep..
Hi, its Jes again. I've found that I have been moving between "Saoirse-ish" and "Janet-ish", but they are both me. Janet & Saoirse aren't as distinct as they once were - that's what that picture is trying to symbolize. Things aren't one solid, uniform color through and through, but things have been stirred? I'm still..
I have yet to directly meet Jes, but I wanted to throw a welcome note out here. :-) Konnichiwa! I'm wondering what this all means for the rest of us, of course. I'm guessing that Jes will be the new host of the system?? I talked to FW and we decided that Saoirse's council seat..
Well, I'm still here, still figuring myself out. The main thing that I've done is sleep! But I seem to still function on night shift hours. Some things, it seems, never change. I'm having a weird night with music. Stuff my music player recommends used to usually hit the spot, but tonight I keep having..
Hi, I'm Jes. I'm still debating if I want to add another s. J, E and S are actually the initials I've had since birth. There is also a J for Janet, an S for Saoirse, and an E for a letter both names shared. Oh, I'll still answer to Janet I suppose, being the..